Life Story

I received my schooling from a well-known neighborhood school [1] in Delhi, although it was not considered very famous or prestigious. An academically bright student in school, I was one of the few students from my school to achieve distinction in all the five subjects in the board exams of grade 10, including Hindi and Social Studies besides English, Science, and Maths, with missing the maximum by only 3 in Maths (97/100). Back in 2000, when the markings schemes were not very liberal, this was a rare achievement, that even the toppers of my school could not manage as they missed distinctions in Hindi or Social Studies by few marks. So, it presented a difficult choice for me to select a formal discipline out of Science, Commerce, and Humanities. 

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I selected the Science stream with both Biology and Maths together. Although I wanted to add computer science, however, the provisions of my school did not allow the combination of Biology, Maths, and Computer Science together. I was in the Biology section but attended Maths classes without most of my classmates since they chose physical education, in place of Maths. Throughout high school, I missed studying Social studies and Hindi. 

I was eligible for and appeared in both Engineering and Medical Entrance exams, and was selected in both. I chose medical education since my parents preferred me to become a doctor as my elder brother was already pursuing an engineering education. In 2002, I was selected in a prestigious medical college in South India, [2] part of a medical university campus, and had to move to Chennai for the next five years. I loved the first few years of medical school wherein I could learn so much from the books, especially those written by foreign authors, and directly from some of my brilliant medical teachers. 

As I started my classes in community medicine that has a slight element of humanities and mathematics in it, I started really liking the subject. At the same time, clinical medicine was proving hard for me to learn, While most of my friends were enjoying their clinical postings and loved flaunting their skills with the stethoscope, and other clinical instruments, I was struggling to decipher even the basics like the two heart sounds. There was another barrier, i.e., Tamil. Although I attended special classes, I could never master spoken or written Tamil, which was further discouraging me from spending time in the hospital wards.

That was the time that I first thought of choosing a non-clinical career, however, I was discouraged by everyone I knew, since the non-clinical positions were considered less prestigious, and the first doctor in the family must pursue a clinical specialty to realize the dreams of every family member who is already addressing you by the title of a doctor since day one of the medical school. Thus, it was hard to even think of choosing a clinical specialty over a non-clinical specialty.

Right before my final exams of medical school, I, unfortunately, developed a serious medical illness leading to hospitalization for a few days. Despite that, I was able to clear my final exams with the support of friends and the college administration. However, it led me to move closer to home to complete my one-year clinical internship. Thus, after living in Chennai for almost five years, I moved back to Delhi and completed my internship at a reputed public hospital, [3] wherein I managed to strike a better bond with the clinical care since the language barrier no longer existed. 

After my internship and before the postgraduate entrance exams there was a brief gap, which many of my friends used to study or gain clinical experience. I chose that time to test whether I could better do a non-clinical job or a clinical job. First, I joined the contractual position of a district-level epidemiologist in a district in Punjab [4]. I thoroughly enjoyed working there for 5-6 months, but could not continue as my entrance exams were approaching. As I wrote my entrance exams and was waiting for the results, there was again a brief gap that I utilized to test myself in a clinical position. I was able to join the emergency department of one of the most prestigious hospitals in Delhi/India [5] as a contractual resident doctor and worked there for almost 3 months. The period helped me realize the worth of a clinical career, but I missed being a non-clinical doctor. 

Soon, I cleared my postgraduate entrance examination, the time was ripe for the toughest decision of my life. By that time, I have made up my mind to choose public health or related discipline that had a touch of Maths and Humanities despite being heavy on the Medical stuff, that too in a Delhi-based college since central government institutions had the best facilities and salaries. I managed to get admission into one such institution, [6] despite heavy pressure from the family, and friends not to give up clinical medicine. 

The next two years were widely stimulating. I received multidisciplinary education from several national experts and completed a dissertation that involved fieldwork of a month's duration in Bihar. I was also judged as the best outgoing student of the course. By that time, I had hoped to join an international organization working in the health sector. 

I was successful to join a contractual position in a project run by one of the most prestigious public health organizations [7]. It was related to polio eradication and led me to move into a small district in Uttar Pradesh for the next six months. The job was very tough on me and involved extensive physical and mental efforts, wherein I realized my limitation as an individual to take up such a high-pressure job. By that time, I was also marriage-ready and planned to get hitched to a Delhi-based dental surgeon. 

Facing the difficulties of living in a remote place and about-to-be-married, I moved back to Delhi and joined an IT company [8] in the capacity of a med-tech physician. This was a relatively cool, permanent job, that offered enough remuneration. creativity and flexibility. I continued that for the next four years. However, unluckily, the project did not get much traction and there were few chances of continued professional growth. After four years, I decided to move on to a better paying job in a Pharmaceutical company [9]. There, new avenues of writing, marketing, and sales were introduced to me by the virtue of the job. That gave me enough confidence to evaluate the option of being self-employed in my life. By that time, my wife had also launched her own private practice and was doing good. My father had been a self-employed person all his life and so was my brother. I could no longer resist the temptation of being in control and decided to shift course.

In 2018, exactly after a decade of medical school, I became a freelance professional. Believing in the power of technology, I chose to use different IT platforms to market and sell my services. I explored blogging and writing for Q/A forums to reach more people and sharpen my skills. Gradually, I started receiving small contracts from individual clients, which over time multiplied into different industries, such as IT startups, digital and traditional publishers, and medical communication companies, and different skill sets such as writing, editing, consulting, fact-checking, ontology-taxonomy services, and making a decent living while working from my home-based office.

Meanwhile, life continued, and I was blessed with two lovely children. I started feeling to share it with the world that it is okay to be a non-clinical doctor, that it is okay to choose non-conventional life paths, that it is okay to be different from the herd. Although this offers its own challenges, yet, neither, I am not the first person to do it and certainly nor the last. 

However, I believed that there was a need for a platform that presented the unconventional and inspiring stories of the most successful non-clinical doctors balancing that with the information on the associated challenges faced by such non-clinical doctors. I also believed that though several career-guidance platforms existed for young medicos, none of them focus on the journey of being a non-clinical doctor. Thus, the Journey of a Non-Clinical Doctor was born.  


Notes.

[1] Lovely Public Senior Secondary School, P.D. Vihar, Delhi. A CBSE-affiliated School.

[2] Sri Ramachandra University, Chennai. A Deemed University often ranked among the top 10 medical colleges in India.

[3] Dr. Ram Manohar Lohia Hospital, Delhi.

[4] Epidemiologist, Integrated Disease Surveillance Project (IDSP), Ferozepur, Punjab.

[5] Junior Resident, Emergency Medicine, All India Institute of Medical Sciences (AIIMS), Delhi.

[6] Diploma in Health Administration, National Institute of Health and Family Welfare (NIHFW), University of Delhi.

[7] Surveillance Medical Officer, Ferozabad, Uttar Pradesh, National Polio Surveillance Project (NPSP), WHO Country Office for India.

[8] Specialist, Synodex, Innodata India Pvt. Ltd. Subsidiary of Innodata Inc, USA

[9] Manager, Medical Services, Win-Medicare Pvt. Ltd., Delhi, Umesh Modi Group.



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